Today I will commit various and calculated random acts of Selfishness. If there is a Q to be skipped, I will skip it. If their is a charge to be avoided, I will try my utmost not to pay it. I will call all the miserable people I know to tell them how much I have detested them over the years. I will send anonymous e-mails to people with statements like 'Your wife gossips about your sexual preferences'. I will instill total terror and fear into as many people as possible, without getting found out. I may even go into a church in order to sit there and judge old people. I will not reach out to anybody or anything. I am on my own, just like them. I am all alone, just like them. From now on I have a perfect right to be as selfish as I want to be. No more Mother Theresa. No more carer. No more Angel or Saint. Nobody really cares about me anyway, so I will never care for someone again, unless they pay up.
TODAY
Today I will take, take, take. Giving is no longer an option. People who give are doing so because they want something in return. Today I will remember that I am Zero.
FAMINE - NO NEED FOR IT - THERE IS PLENTY OF FOOD
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Friday, July 11, 2008
JULY 11TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY REFLECTION - SLEEP IS YOUR ONLY FRIEND
When you need to be at peace. GO TO SLEEP. When you are looking for love. GO TO SLEEP. When you are searching for life's answers. GO TO SLEEP. Sleep is the answer to all your problems. The pressure,the pain, the fear, the horror of existence, all these inner battles are solved best by GOING TO SLEEP.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today I will sleep as much as possible. When the world is getting too much I will decide on SLEEPING. Sleep is my only friend as it gives me room to dream. My dreams are the only place I feel alive.
WAR -WAR-WAR
Thursday, July 10, 2008
JULY 10TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY REFLECTION - THE LAW OF INJUSTICE
Today is a day to believe solely in the law of Injustice. Counseling, Psychotherapy, love, freedom of self and a whole load of other untruths do not exist. Scour the news, read the papers, surf the net for tragedy, stories, headlines of all sorts that will make you go 'OW'.
What fills the news headlines?
Your feelings and emotions?
Your grief and loss?
Your sadness and suffering?
I think not!
Type Burma, Darfur, Elvis and Martin Luther King into google, see how unjust the world is to innocent people. See how good people live a life filled with injustice. Look around you? Think about your family and how one of them will probably die in a tragedy, maybe even two of them, possibly three or four. Ponder on all that is real, all that is disrespectful, all that is coming your way. The world is wanting for you to slip up. People all around you have expectations on you that you will never reach. The bed is calling you back my friend, wanting you to cover your ugly head with a smelly blanket. It is, after all your only friend, your only shelter from the helter skelter of the food chain. It is your refuge from all you call Evil.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today I will do my utmost to go back to bed. I will accept injustice as being the norm, in fact, I will also accept that I am part of the great inhuman system of man. I will tell myself over and over that 'I am Man'. Today I will totally be at ease with my human behavior, one so dark and decrepit that it makes for good late night TV. Today I will be me. Today I will refuse to believe in falsehoods. I am dirt. I am War. I am Zero.
JAPAN'S WHALING POLICY
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
JULY 9TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY REFLECTION - YOU ARE ZERO
Have you heard the sayings?
It is always darker before the dawn?
Stick around till the miracle begins?
A flower grows out of dark moments?
Well, I have news for you. All the flowers were eaten up by weeds. There is no dawn, only eternal darkness. And the miracle they talk about never happened. Wise and old sayings are for old People in nursing homes who know they haven’t long to live. They sit on a damp seat all day, reminding themselves the sad truth. Don’t listen to positive quotes because it will only make you more depressed when you have to accept the reality that optimism is really denial. Sayings like
'Life is shit',
‘My flowers need to be killed’,
‘Everyone thinks I’m a loser’,
These are more appropriate to your case as they are all true.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today I will refuse to listen to positive people. I will avoid them at all costs. I will not read anything positive as it only poisons my mind. Today I will not be Positive. I will remember the words 'I am Zero'.
THE GENOCIDE IN DARFUR
It is always darker before the dawn?
Stick around till the miracle begins?
A flower grows out of dark moments?
Well, I have news for you. All the flowers were eaten up by weeds. There is no dawn, only eternal darkness. And the miracle they talk about never happened. Wise and old sayings are for old People in nursing homes who know they haven’t long to live. They sit on a damp seat all day, reminding themselves the sad truth. Don’t listen to positive quotes because it will only make you more depressed when you have to accept the reality that optimism is really denial. Sayings like
'Life is shit',
‘My flowers need to be killed’,
‘Everyone thinks I’m a loser’,
These are more appropriate to your case as they are all true.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today I will refuse to listen to positive people. I will avoid them at all costs. I will not read anything positive as it only poisons my mind. Today I will not be Positive. I will remember the words 'I am Zero'.
THE GENOCIDE IN DARFUR
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
JULY 8TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY REFLECTION - IT ONLY GETS WORSE FROM HERE
Once upon a time, in a land far away, there lived a man called Robert Random. Robert was an everyday kind of guy, with a job in a factory, two nice dogs, a wife, one son and a car. He never anticipated his future because society had assured him 'All would be fine'. He rarely questioned the meaning of life, instead focusing more on soap operas, magazines and the occasional party. Oh yes, Robert's was a simple life until a sleepy truck driver (who also happened to be called Robert) took a wrong turn, smashing into Robert's car, throwing he and his dear wife out the front windscreen, on to the road and into the abyss. Robert and his family were now TANGOED.
It took 6 weeks for Robert to regain consciousness, only to be informed by the insensitive nurse that his wife was now maggot lunch. Moments later, Doctor Patel showed a deranged Robert why he would NEVER walk again. Where was he? what happened? who is that old man across from me?. Could this really happen to someone like me?!!
Robert just got a serious blast of realism. Robert met destiny. Robert was now struggling to survive, lied to by society, spat on by faith, dumped like a diseased dog, betrayed by his own denial of how dark existence will become, he sits in the bed, saliva dripping from the corner of his lips, wondering over and over and over -why?
Robert had forgotten that life, REAL LIFE will always brings a person to its knees. Securities like money, education and family are all waves, coming and going, fading, cold, salty. Now he sits in his hard hospital chair, smelly, dirty, fat and mentally deranged. He thinks about the days ahead and how darker they will be than now. He wants out, but there is no OUT, only IN. He craves help of any kind, but the only assistance he gets are more Prozac and Lithium from a doctor who hates himself. He will die soon, just like you...
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today, I will remind myself not to believe in happiness. I will not smile, laugh or even breath joy or optimism. I will eat enough to get me through the day, hoping above all else that I die before those I love. Today, I will accept that it only gets worse from here. That fear has control over me. That I am Zero.
JFK - HOW UNFAIR IS THAT?
It took 6 weeks for Robert to regain consciousness, only to be informed by the insensitive nurse that his wife was now maggot lunch. Moments later, Doctor Patel showed a deranged Robert why he would NEVER walk again. Where was he? what happened? who is that old man across from me?. Could this really happen to someone like me?!!
Robert just got a serious blast of realism. Robert met destiny. Robert was now struggling to survive, lied to by society, spat on by faith, dumped like a diseased dog, betrayed by his own denial of how dark existence will become, he sits in the bed, saliva dripping from the corner of his lips, wondering over and over and over -why?
Robert had forgotten that life, REAL LIFE will always brings a person to its knees. Securities like money, education and family are all waves, coming and going, fading, cold, salty. Now he sits in his hard hospital chair, smelly, dirty, fat and mentally deranged. He thinks about the days ahead and how darker they will be than now. He wants out, but there is no OUT, only IN. He craves help of any kind, but the only assistance he gets are more Prozac and Lithium from a doctor who hates himself. He will die soon, just like you...
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today, I will remind myself not to believe in happiness. I will not smile, laugh or even breath joy or optimism. I will eat enough to get me through the day, hoping above all else that I die before those I love. Today, I will accept that it only gets worse from here. That fear has control over me. That I am Zero.
JFK - HOW UNFAIR IS THAT?
Monday, July 7, 2008
JULY 7TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY REFLECTION - I AM A BUS
A Bus rides around town, pausing at each stop, picking up jolly people as it circles about its busy bus business. Chugging its happy metal body up and down the city lanes and streets of an even busier city, fulfilling its obligations to the City that purchased it. At night, it pulls into a large urban yard beyond the suburbs of the metropolis, where it rests its weary engine, Come the gray dawn, the key switches, the petrol pumps, it turns the corner of the greasy yard, repeating the process over and over and over. This is the everyday life of a Bus, a BUS CALLED YOU.
Think about it?You pick people up and you drop them off, people who don't even know you exist. You go to your bed at night, just like the bus, and nobody cares. All they want is a bus to transport them to their daily destinations. They are far too busy feeling emotions and thoughts about others than to even care whether you crash, cut out, or, dare I say it, are sent to the scrap yard to be turned into a toaster. You are a 42 seater. You are a bus filled with emigrants, more worried about their lives than YOURS. You are a Bus, and nobody gives a rats ass about a Bus.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today, I will remind myself that I am a Bus and nobody cares about a Bus. That I am probably invisible. That I am Zero.
REALISTIC VIDEO OF THE DAY - JAPANESE JOURNALIST SHOT DEAD - NOBODY CARED
Think about it?You pick people up and you drop them off, people who don't even know you exist. You go to your bed at night, just like the bus, and nobody cares. All they want is a bus to transport them to their daily destinations. They are far too busy feeling emotions and thoughts about others than to even care whether you crash, cut out, or, dare I say it, are sent to the scrap yard to be turned into a toaster. You are a 42 seater. You are a bus filled with emigrants, more worried about their lives than YOURS. You are a Bus, and nobody gives a rats ass about a Bus.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today, I will remind myself that I am a Bus and nobody cares about a Bus. That I am probably invisible. That I am Zero.
REALISTIC VIDEO OF THE DAY - JAPANESE JOURNALIST SHOT DEAD - NOBODY CARED
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