As I walked through an ancient graveyard in Berlin, gazing upon the shallow rundown headstones, I felt a great sense of ease, as if there was an internal connection to the sanctuary of all the floating souls around me.
You will NEVER feel this emotion because you are neither dead or alive. You are disconnected from mortal and immortal. When was the last time you hoped for better things? when was the last time you really felt inner peace and happiness? You are neither alive nor dead, that is why you are the invisible. That is the reason you cry yourself to sleep at night, the tears sticking to your tobacco scented lips, your mind wandering from past to future, your friends gossiping about you down the local bar, saying sentences like
'I think it is selfish'
'I think it is worthless'.
That is the reason you are losing in the battlefield of life. That is why you are zero.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today I will accept that there is no place for me here. I will also try to envision there being no place for me anywhere. I am the Zero. Where can ZERO go??
MASS GRAVES