JULY 24th - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY LESSON - I AM DYING

Today, you will receive happiness and love from people around you, hoping it will make you feel a little alive. On the street you may get a smile, or a warm gesture. There may be good news in a letter, a text from an old friend, perhaps some extra wages in the bank that you weren't expecting. Today you will say 'No' to elements that are trying to brainwash you into believing in these delusions. All the world belongs to death. You are part of this world and therefore you are not part of life. Good times, money and love, a smile, a laugh, a happy moment with those you love.
ALL THESE THINGS ARE PART OF THE GREAT DELUSION. Today you will say 'No' to life. Today you will say 'No' to love. Today you will simply say 'No' .

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today, I will say 'No' to everything but the realization that I am dying. I am worth less than I could possibly fathom. Today I will rely on just enough selfishness and pride to put one foot in front of the other. Then, at night, I will go to bed early
and stay there for as long as possible, all the while thinking 'Say No to Life'.

THE AMAZON RAINFOREST

JULY 23rd - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY LESSON - BEAUTY DOES NOT EXIST

When I gaze at the birds, I see hope.
When I turn to the azure Sky, I see hope.
I see hope because I see the pattern.
One day, all of us, including you, will be eaten by the maggots. The Maggots in turn will feed the birds. The birds in turn will head towards the sky, where, eventually it will make its way towards the sea. There, it will be shot down by some freak bullet from an American USA Navy ship. This is the story of life. Beauty dies. Mystery turns out to be the predictable force of reason.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today I will do my utmost to forget the word and concept of Beauty. I will try to remember that Beauty is a temporary situation fuelled by total delusionary optimism. Beauty does not exist, especially within me.

WOMEN IN THE CONGO - WEAPONS OF WAR

JULY 22nd - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY LESSON - I'M OVER BEING OVER SERENE

Tick of the marking card of selfish relationships,
What you get is how you have been,
No wonder it over,
Watch me - I'm over,
I am over being over serene.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today I will recall all those times as a child when I felt adult pain. They gave me their pain after they brought me into this hell-hole. They are to blame for me being Zero. I am Zero. Other people made me this way - but this is how I will remain.

Zimbabwe ZCTU beatings

JULY 21TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY LESSON - PASS

PASS

JULY 20TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY LESSON - PASS

PASS.

JULY 19th - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY LESSON - THE DISASTER CALLED BIRTH

This page is especially dedicated to those who were so self-centered that they decided to bring children along for the Carnival ride called reality. I want you to think strongly about what you have done. Your child will grow in a hostile environment full of fear, violence, self-condemnation, death, depression and circles of compulsive lies. He/she/it will never know true happiness because it doesn’t exist. He will more than likely have to watch those around him die and decline like an old mining business. Its heart will be broken over and over, many times. Its mind pushed to the limits of human suffering. It will, at best, get a job it hates, marry something it detests and end up believing in a God it finds hard to justify. I want all parents to consider the horrible act of conception. You are scumbags. You are the lowest form of life. Through pro-creation you have excelled the destruction of the Human Race.

Today I will remember the damage I have done through my children. If I don’t have children, I will remember the damage my parents did when they had me, so they could pretend to have a happy marriage. I will try and picture a state of non-existence, and how happier it would be for all of us, especially those I love. Today I will be angry at myself because I deserve it. I am a scumbag. I am Man and Woman in its empty warehouse. I am Zero.

Nietzsche -Last Days Footage

JULY 18th - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY LESSON - THERE IS NOTHING TO SEE

There is nothing to see here, no air, no light, no certain roads...

THE RODNEY KING VIDEO - (PROTECT THE PEOPLE???)

JULY 17TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY LESSON - ALL MY EFFORTS ARE FOR NOUGHT

Today is the first day of the rest of your life,  a time full of false hope, mental delusions, hard facts and fear. Walk on in the knowledge that your life means little to those around you. Journey on my friend in the realization that you are worth less than you think. Your career, your family, even your own existence is built upon false, often weak securities that are going to one day crumble.  Whether you be rich or poor, black or white, male or female, remember, you are only one of 6 Billion people on this planet who think they are important, you are not important, in fact, you are less than not important, you are Zero. 

You are worth less than a leaf, or a flower, or the dog shit you step on as you jog aimlessly around your local park, wishing for a 2% pay rise.  Sure, there are aquaintances near you, a wife, maybe a few self-centred young ones, perhaps even a co-dependant father and mother who seem intent on changing their loser child. All these people will be dead in a blink of an eye, everyone you know is dying, including you.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY

Today I will remeber that I am worth Zero. That all my efforts at life will come to nothing. I will try to remember that I AM ZERO.

MALNUTRITION AMONGST INDIA'S POOREST (THE UNTOUCHABLES??)

JULY 16TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY LESSON - LIFE IS HORRIBLE

Life is really horrible. How many Memories have you stored that would eat your soul if you exposed them to thy mind? you are a lier, a deniar, a firefly without a fire. Go sit in the corner and think of all those that you once loved, they are now nothing but faded words. Where are you going? What have you been?. I pity you. You should pity me. Then we should keep well away from each other incase we think we're brothers. 

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY

Today I will simply remeber that Life is Horrible, that yesterday happened as a large, over-hyped joke on me. I am the dissapeared. I am the weird. I am ZERO.

Execution on the electric chair explained(By this very nice man)

JULY 15TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY REFLECTION - YOU ARE THE INVISIBLE

As I walked through an ancient graveyard in Berlin, gazing upon the shallow rundown headstones, I felt a great sense of ease, as if there was an internal connection to the sanctuary of all the floating souls around me.

You will NEVER feel this emotion because you are neither dead or alive. You are disconnected from mortal and immortal. When was the last time you hoped for better things? when was the last time you really felt inner peace and happiness? You are neither alive nor dead, that is why you are the invisible. That is the reason you cry yourself to sleep at night, the tears sticking to your tobacco scented lips, your mind wandering from past to future, your friends gossiping about you down the local bar, saying sentences like
'I think it is selfish'
'I think it is worthless'.
That is the reason you are losing in the battlefield of life. That is why you are zero.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today I will accept that there is no place for me here. I will also try to envision there being no place for me anywhere. I am the Zero. Where can ZERO go??

MASS GRAVES

JULY 14TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY LESSON - THE CORNER OF MY ROOM

Can you hear it?

Can you feel the abysmal void you have labeled life?

That is the sound of another day on this planet. That is the horror of your existence.

Boring...isn't it?

Painful, isn't it?

Pitiful, isn't it?

Your life is like that old cat you had as a child. It hung around for 15 years and one day...it had disappeared. You could never figure out where it had gone to...maybe it simply didn't need you anymore?

Go make your breakfast, then have a good cry. This is your life. No happiness, no peace, no joy.....

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY

Today I will eat some breakfast, close the curtains and sit on a hard chair in the corner of my room. I will not show any emotion. I will not acknowledge life. I will simply sit there all day, in the corner of the room.

POLITICAL VIOLENCE IN KENYA

JULY 13TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY LESSON - INSPIRATION IS USELESS

INSPIRATION

Inspiration is defined as 'a sudden feeling of enthusiasm or a new idea that helps you to do or create something'

Today, I would like to remind you about the futility of Inspiration. To be inspired means you have convinced yourself that creating or doing something will lead you to a place of happiness or knowledge of some sort, when, in actual fact it is quite the opposite. Your input or inspiration into a creative process hinges on the empty ideas of the human race. Great Inventors of all kinds invinted what seemed like far reaching ideas, but, are we all not even more miserable and depressed with each passing day? are not our Inspired ideas leading us and our so-called family and friends into a deeper depression. Are we not better off accepting that Inspiration is really DELUSION. Are we not reminded through this process that our ideas, inspired or not, are better off kept to ourselves, preferably while under the blankets thinking about how useless they would be anyway.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY

Today I will not share my ideas with anyone. I will keep them to myself because my ideas are useless and empty. Today I will soak in the knowledge that I have nothing to contribute to creation except my death.

ZIMBABWE

JULY 12TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY REFLECTION - TAKE - TAKE -TAKE

Today I will commit various and calculated random acts of Selfishness. If there is a Q to be skipped, I will skip it. If their is a charge to be avoided, I will try my utmost not to pay it. I will call all the miserable people I know to tell them how much I have detested them over the years. I will send anonymous e-mails to people with statements like 'Your wife gossips about your sexual preferences'. I will instill total terror and fear into as many people as possible, without getting found out. I may even go into a church in order to sit there and judge old people. I will not reach out to anybody or anything. I am on my own, just like them. I am all alone, just like them. From now on I have a perfect right to be as selfish as I want to be. No more Mother Theresa. No more carer. No more Angel or Saint. Nobody really cares about me anyway, so I will never care for someone again, unless they pay up.

TODAY
Today I will take, take, take. Giving is no longer an option. People who give are doing so because they want something in return. Today I will remember that I am Zero.

FAMINE - NO NEED FOR IT - THERE IS PLENTY OF FOOD

JULY 11TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY REFLECTION - SLEEP IS YOUR ONLY FRIEND

When you need to be at peace. GO TO SLEEP. When you are looking for love. GO TO SLEEP. When you are searching for life's answers. GO TO SLEEP. Sleep is the answer to all your problems. The pressure,the pain, the fear, the horror of existence, all these inner battles are solved best by GOING TO SLEEP.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY

Today I will sleep as much as possible. When the world is getting too much I will decide on SLEEPING. Sleep is my only friend as it gives me room to dream. My dreams are the only place I feel alive.

WAR -WAR-WAR

JULY 10TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY REFLECTION - THE LAW OF INJUSTICE

Today is a day to believe solely in the law of Injustice. Counseling, Psychotherapy, love, freedom of self and a whole load of other untruths do not exist. Scour the news, read the papers, surf the net for tragedy, stories, headlines of all sorts that will make you go 'OW'.

What fills the news headlines?

Your feelings and emotions?

Your grief and loss?

Your sadness and suffering?

I think not!

Type Burma, Darfur, Elvis and Martin Luther King into google, see how unjust the world is to innocent people. See how good people live a life filled with injustice. Look around you? Think about your family and how one of them will probably die in a tragedy, maybe even two of them, possibly three or four. Ponder on all that is real, all that is disrespectful, all that is coming your way. The world is wanting for you to slip up. People all around you have expectations on you that you will never reach. The bed is calling you back my friend, wanting you to cover your ugly head with a smelly blanket. It is, after all your only friend, your only shelter from the helter skelter of the food chain. It is your refuge from all you call Evil.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY

Today I will do my utmost to go back to bed. I will accept injustice as being the norm, in fact, I will also accept that I am part of the great inhuman system of man. I will tell myself over and over that 'I am Man'. Today I will totally be at ease with my human behavior, one so dark and decrepit that it makes for good late night TV. Today I will be me. Today I will refuse to believe in falsehoods. I am dirt. I am War. I am Zero.

JAPAN'S WHALING POLICY

JULY 9TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY REFLECTION - YOU ARE ZERO

Have you heard the sayings?
It is always darker before the dawn?
Stick around till the miracle begins?
A flower grows out of dark moments?
Well, I have news for you. All the flowers were eaten up by weeds. There is no dawn, only eternal darkness. And the miracle they talk about never happened. Wise and old sayings are for old People in nursing homes who know they haven’t long to live. They sit on a damp seat all day, reminding themselves the sad truth. Don’t listen to positive quotes because it will only make you more depressed when you have to accept the reality that optimism is really denial. Sayings like

'Life is shit',
‘My flowers need to be killed’,
‘Everyone thinks I’m a loser’,
These are more appropriate to your case as they are all true.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today I will refuse to listen to positive people. I will avoid them at all costs. I will not read anything positive as it only poisons my mind. Today I will not be Positive. I will remember the words 'I am Zero'.

THE GENOCIDE IN DARFUR

JULY 8TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY REFLECTION - IT ONLY GETS WORSE FROM HERE

Once upon a time, in a land far away, there lived a man called Robert Random. Robert was an everyday kind of guy, with a job in a factory, two nice dogs, a wife, one son and a car. He never anticipated his future because society had assured him 'All would be fine'. He rarely questioned the meaning of life, instead focusing more on soap operas, magazines and the occasional party. Oh yes, Robert's was a simple life until a sleepy truck driver (who also happened to be called Robert) took a wrong turn, smashing into Robert's car, throwing he and his dear wife out the front windscreen, on to the road and into the abyss. Robert and his family were now TANGOED.

It took 6 weeks for Robert to regain consciousness, only to be informed by the insensitive nurse that his wife was now maggot lunch. Moments later, Doctor Patel showed a deranged Robert why he would NEVER walk again. Where was he? what happened? who is that old man across from me?. Could this really happen to someone like me?!!

Robert just got a serious blast of realism. Robert met destiny. Robert was now struggling to survive, lied to by society, spat on by faith, dumped like a diseased dog, betrayed by his own denial of how dark existence will become, he sits in the bed, saliva dripping from the corner of his lips, wondering over and over and over -why?

Robert had forgotten that life, REAL LIFE will always brings a person to its knees. Securities like money, education and family are all waves, coming and going, fading, cold, salty. Now he sits in his hard hospital chair, smelly, dirty, fat and mentally deranged. He thinks about the days ahead and how darker they will be than now. He wants out, but there is no OUT, only IN. He craves help of any kind, but the only assistance he gets are more Prozac and Lithium from a doctor who hates himself. He will die soon, just like you...

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today, I will remind myself not to believe in happiness. I will not smile, laugh or even breath joy or optimism. I will eat enough to get me through the day, hoping above all else that I die before those I love. Today, I will accept that it only gets worse from here. That fear has control over me. That I am Zero.

JFK - HOW UNFAIR IS THAT?

JULY 7TH - YOUR DAILY PHILOSOPHY REFLECTION - I AM A BUS

A Bus rides around town, pausing at each stop, picking up jolly people as it circles about its busy bus business. Chugging its happy metal body up and down the city lanes and streets of an even busier city, fulfilling its obligations to the City that purchased it. At night, it pulls into a large urban yard beyond the suburbs of the metropolis, where it rests its weary engine, Come the gray dawn, the key switches, the petrol pumps, it turns the corner of the greasy yard, repeating the process over and over and over. This is the everyday life of a Bus, a BUS CALLED YOU.
Think about it?You pick people up and you drop them off, people who don't even know you exist. You go to your bed at night, just like the bus, and nobody cares. All they want is a bus to transport them to their daily destinations. They are far too busy feeling emotions and thoughts about others than to even care whether you crash, cut out, or, dare I say it, are sent to the scrap yard to be turned into a toaster. You are a 42 seater. You are a bus filled with emigrants, more worried about their lives than YOURS. You are a Bus, and nobody gives a rats ass about a Bus.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
Today, I will remind myself that I am a Bus and nobody cares about a Bus. That I am probably invisible. That I am Zero.

REALISTIC VIDEO OF THE DAY - JAPANESE JOURNALIST SHOT DEAD - NOBODY CARED